This is the song that plays over and over in my head while i'm in ns.

The Ataris
In This Diary

Here in this diary
I write you visions of my summer
It was the best I ever had
There were choruses and sing alongs
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
That right now is all that matters

All the nights we stayed up talking
Listening to 80's songs
And quoting lines from all those movies
That we love
It still brings a smile to my face

I guess when it comes down to it
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right

Breaking into hotel swimming pools
And wreaking havoc on our world
Hanging out at truck stops
Just to pass the time
The black tops singing me to sleep

Lighting fireworks in parking lots
Illuminate the blackest nights
Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky
2015 Riverside, it's time to say goodbye

Get on the bus, it's time to go
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right

(Get it right)

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right


i always say that some songs speak partially what is on my mind. this songs is an exception.

phrases i learned in 3 days.

"yes sir"
"no sir"
"permission to carry on"
"permission to recover"

phrases i must forget in the 3 days

"thank you sir"
"sorry sir"
"orh"
"ok"
"yup"
and any other of my favourite lines, exampli gratis "kiss my ass".

phrases often heard

"knock it down"
"get up"
"can move faster or not"
"carry on"
"understand or not"
"commando i shout for you"
"you got one minute"
"when you are in a file f***king don't move"
"still move. still move somemore"
"you want to fly is it"
"you call this straight"
"if i see you walking means something is very wrong"
"you father is it"
"is this your loudest"
"you don't sound desperate enough"
"simple instruction also don't know how to follow"

10 and a half months to go.