Saturday, November 05, 2005

this last few days, life cannot be better. i got a whiff of ORD, the freedom, the immense joy of lazing around, slow sunday morning walks everyday. this is THE LIFE, oh man it's ending soon though. but if it doesn't end my ORD wouldn't come. well here's some juicy updates(bitching included) of the past few days..

wednesday's clubbing was shitty. chinablack has resoluted me NEVER to club there again. the drinks are crap. the air-condition wasn't crap, it was non-existant! talk about service, the doordog like some chao ah beng who owns the club. wake up la dey, they hired you, the club is not yours, you chase away all the customers like that i hope they sack your pathetic ass and i'll spit on you when you start begging on the streets. man maybe i should just write in some feedback to the human resources branch at CB, maybe the HR department is like the air-con. i hate people who mess with me, i want all of them to suffer under me, not even the deepest and most sincere apologies will alleviate your torment. i'm so full of hate.

yeah i have a new computer. i spent 1.4k. jayren and i went to simlim square to scout for parts and we fixed it up, though he was doing almost everything. at first the computer keeps crashing when it runs programs requiring the graphic card, i fixed the problem already. i hope that is a pretty good update for all you people who don't talk to me but read my blogs. so stop asking the same old questions.

was supposed to go zouk with chua today(it's friday) because it was his birthday. but i guess i'm getting so sick of zouk and clubbing altogether, furthermore with the recent departure of cold hard cash from my account, it is prudent that i stop clubbing. anyway i'm sick of the shitty feeling after clubbing, you feel hungery, you eat but you feel sleepy, you sleep but your head is throbbing you can't sleep, you drink lots of water because you are dehydrated. the next day you wake up you don't pee, your body is seriously dying. have you ever drank like 4 cups of water in the middle of the night and not pee 2 hours later? let alone later in the morning when you wake up. even a person who doesn't study biology knows how essential water is to numerous body functions. without urinating all the toxin(surplus for you the hardcore drinker!) will still be circulating in your blood or waiting to be processed in the liver or kidney or whatever i forgot. i never really got hangovers though, neither have i got drunk.

have you noticed i changed the song at the side already? it's a song from need for speed underground 2. i started liking the song because of the vocals. then when i checked out the lyrics i liked it even more. some parts gives a metamorphic description of the rat race in the army. all of us are like rats scavenging each other's shit(backstab, bastarding, etc...) to live for another day. well here's another army describing song also by killradio(surprise surprise!).


Do You Know (Knife In Your Back)
by Killradio

do you know
what they say
do you know what they say
what they say about you
do you know
what they do
do you know what they do
when you leave the room
do you know
what they say
do you know what they say
what they say about you
do you know
what they do
do you know what they do
when you leave the room

never thought twice about holding your tongue
once upon a time you were so young
everywhere you carried around your soul
in the night they stole your skin and bones

laughing aloud
at your expense
feed themselves
in your innocence

bear attacks and certian doubt
now you're shredded in the cold
with a knife in your back

do you know
what they feel
do you know what they feel
what they feel for you
do you know
how they play
do you know how they play
how they play inside you
do you know
what they steal
do you know what they steal
what they steal from you
do you know
how they pray
do you know how they pray
how they pray upon you
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ever thought twice about holding your tongue
once upon a time you were so young
everywhere you carried around your soul
in the night they stole and left your skin and bones

nothing aloud
at your expense
fed themselves
in your innocence

bear attacks and certain doubt
now you're shredded and cold
with a knife in your back
tell me did you crawl
after all these years
giving up control
and buying into fear
nights turned into morning
and days remain unchanged
'cause their mighty appetite
will not be tamed
do you care
do you care
do you care
what they say
do you care what they say
what they say about you
do you care
how they play
do you care how play
how they play inside you

"i hope all the assholes in the world sign on to army, then i never have to see them again at the outside world." -quoted from one of my bunkmates i forgot who(or was it me who said it)

Wednesday, November 02, 2005


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do not start a blog unless you truly have a lot of things to bitch about. look at all the people around me, i think i actually have the best bitching stamina hahaha. some scared to be caught blog-bitch-blaspheming. most run out of things to write, the rest just forgot about their blog altogether. people read blogs because of gossip, we all love gossip. while the page is loading the thought in your mind's probably what am i going to bitch about. well i've got to stop bad-mouthing my job or else they will send people to handcuff me and make me rub steel bars. as for all you people out there i'm sorry but this edition of my life isn't as interesting as most of you would wish it to be, i just felt bored so i decided to blog a bit before i sleep.