you know how the first person that talks to you in the morning can spoil your day. i nearly wanted to thrash my guitar today. now i'm not in the mood to do anything. that f-ing sucks. i hate it. they don't know what they are doing and come around disturbing you. things are never the same anymore and they walk away thinking just sorry will suffice.

imagine you are having sex halfway and i just walk in and talk to you about the business proposal for as long as it takes for your erection to wear off. would you still carry on sex immediately after i'm gone.

that is my point, not that i was having sex, but when i finally had the patience to set up my amp and guitar somebody has to spoil my day like that.

when i went to play pool with bl before potato couching just now and guess who i saw. it was the starhub counter lady! wow think she sorts of remembers me but i couldn't recall at the split moment of eye contact. oh well i still think she is very cute. after i realised that her table was just nearby i couldn't quite concentrate and i sneaked a few peeks at her. kept thinking of excuses to go over and get to know her but it would seem like i am following her. bah nevermind. she was with her friend and one of them left their handphone numbers on the waiting list, i wonder if that was her name. anyway i did not take down the handphone number that would be too cheap. gee i wonder if i'll get to see her again durng nights off.. wa piang say until like i'm the main actor in the chinese-pop-love-song mtv. so cliche brrrrrrr..

anyway my christmas and new year eve will be spent in the guardroom. so don't come and merry christmas and a happy new year me. hopefully i can clear my extras before chinese new year. my new year wish? i hope that karma goes around more quickly so that i can SEE it instead of just believe in it.