wow i'm never good with goodbyes but i never knew they could invoke so much emotions. shawn my favourite friend came down for the parade though he had trouble moving about, he should have asked his parents along though. anyway it's true when they say you would look back and miss the times, i would definitely miss some of the closer people i hang out with.

wanted to collect my phone at wisma yesterday but they told me some of my phone parts have corroded and it isn't covered under the warranty and i have to bear the risk if the repair, which has a 50% chance of sucess, doesn't come out right. pretty shitty, now i guess i will be using some lousy phone for a long time.

watched american pie band camp. was so glad that i finally got to watch it then it turned out to be french. crap, but thank goodness there are subtitles out there. then i watched some small snippets of MTV's Jackass. i am so inspired to be a jackass!!! i think i'm so borned with a jackass mind but a kind soul. it's time i get down to some ass kicking man, score some stories to tell my children.

haha heard somebody broked up with his girlfriend today, how timely must have saved lotsa money on the roses and presents. so i'm reading up giuseppe notte's e-book on woman, kinda interesting with many useful tips and things that i did not know. guess after reading it i will be ready to be a player, just in time after ORD when i have a lot of time. but i felt that it ain't easy being a player. i also had a weird dream the other day. i dreamt that my father was a player, worse thing was this girl i liked, her father hated my father's guts. ya typical channel 8 drama material man. like spare me dude, i don't even watch tv in the day and they come invade my dreams. was glad everything remained a figment of my imagination working overtime.

so back to being a player, the book ensures that any average guy would be able to sweep the hottest girl off her hot feet. seems quite possible but requires some effort, which according to the author, you will be able to muster after much remorse and mental punishment you administer to yourself whenever you don't approach a girl. also talked about cold and hot approaches, and many techniques to open her up. checked it up on the net, the e-book retails for US$14.99. like wow when anybody can download for free. so you are thinking, what you bought the book? i shall not say, people are getting charged for what they write on the blog nowadays. even when i swear at somebody i make him anonymous first. but don't worry all you singles out there, oops single guys only, i'll be glad to impart you knowledge.

watch green day's rendition of the clash's i fought the law. so inspired to start strumming and picking again so i took out my guitar. i also read a few e-books on guitar playing, like how to memorise each and every note on the fretboard in 45 minutes. then i learnt this term, GIGO. it means garbage in garbage out, what you put in is what you get. this was actually a computer lingo. garbage input and output. so now i practice much more slowly and maybe i will buy myself a metronome.

alright think my life is slowly transitting back and i'm loving it.

about my nick dun_pushit. i was quite surprised nobody asked push what? well i bet you are just too lazy to ask or even think about it, very few of you will know what it means. i used to have a primary school teacher, he loved to say, "don't push your luck". so i thought don't push it is more like don't mess around. so don't mess with me. and i just realised my jaw is almost out of place. so i'll stop here and try to fix my jaw.

what do you expect. i'm starting to be contend with my life now so there are lesser and lesser entries. found myself to be so bored and i logged onto friendster to update my profile and since i was going to ORD anyway. you know what, they have those auto-send mail thing to tell your friends that you have updated your profile, wa piang now i know how they generate all that junk in my mailbox. The elusive ORD is in sight and smell, wish to hold it soon. the feeling of staying home is great.

happy valentine's to all.