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これが物語の一つならば 僕は今何処の道の上
少なくともエピローグましてやクライマックスでは
ないことならわかってるけど
ノートに書いた文字の一つ一つが ふわふわリ飛んで雲の上
また無駄になってる 無駄になってる
間違ってないはずなのに

liu wei said,"my mum does not expect extraordinary things of me, just to live my life healthily" but he also told himself that he essentially has two paths, to die or to live his life as splendidly as he can.

they say self-content is good, but i think it is fatal for youths and the unaccomplished.

暇だね。xuitの言葉に甘えるかもね。

時々、夢の遠くが思い浮かべます。最初は後悔だと思うん。「後悔じゃないだよ！」って自分に言います。でも、頭の中に何か声「改良の余地絶対にいます。」と言います。気付かずに後悔になってきて、遅すぎちゃう。「遅すぎない！」とい言う。また自慰するだけ。。

いつ起きられますか？

i think sun tzu is a freaking genius. write a book about war and 2000+ years later it becomes such a bestseller because it can be applied to almost everything in life. pure ownage

my mum just bought some 10 dollar watch from this handicapped Indian woman. staring at the watch now will remind me of my mum. sometimes i think to myself, life could have went so differently, it could have been my mum that was the one peddling watches. man, i'm on the verge of tears again. sometimes i see old aunties sweeping the roads and i think likewise. damn it i have to go get a job soon. my mum is always so sympathetic to these people, i wonder if our lives had gone differently would these people have been sympathetic to us? i always say or imply that this world is full of assholic people but the fact of the matter is that we wouldn't have had a decent life if it weren't for some really nice sympathetic people too.

実は、皆も大切な物にがんばるだけです。エスホリック人がない。紛れ込んだ人だけがあります。もし、あの人と僕は違わない？もっと許す能量がほしいなぁ。。怒らなくなりたい。もっといい人になりたい。

my greatest fear is that i don't make enough money fast enough. i want to make sure my mum will not suffer anymore. i guess this is why i was and never am truly happy till now.